heshh dun noe nk write pew lg!!

dri last week lg mcm2 hal jadi xtau pehal ngan ak.
a lot of thing happen to me. feel sad dgn kematian one of my dad fren
cannot described the feeling from the day yg happen to him until the day yg mmbawa dye ke sana..
big2 problem also happen to me on the same day.
dgn dye & gf dye nyer hal, ngan ak yg rse mcm still xteratur xterurus dgn semester baru.
mcm2 hal berlaku xtau mcm mnew nk handle all dis sorg2.
sometymes we try to help others eventhough dye bwat hal ngan ak tpi org yg xmemahami kehendak ak mmg sukar nk trima dgn apew yg ak nk bwat or tolong dorg..
bkn xnk share spew yg bwat hal and make me become like dis.
cume xnk aib kn org.
only certain2 peps yg noe bout dis.
im trying to give the best for him and you.
hard to handle alone all dis matter.
nk share ngan org takowt org ckp yg ak neyh always dew probs, always nk story hal2 mcm neyh takowt adew sesetgh org yg xbleh trima bnda neyh.
for me hal yg ak dpt today sgt bg impak yg besar kt ak wlupown adew org xtau n nk ak always laugh with them..
hal xkn berlaku klu adew prsefahamn antara dua2 org tue..
its okayh im trying the best to settle all this.
and try to trima all the coming bad words from her!
hope dye lebih trbuka dari skarg sbb ak rase ko lg matang dari ak umur pown dh 22 years old.jgn nk slalu sgt maen kn hati org..
jgn nk ugut2 org dgn hal2 mcm mnew ko bwat kt lelaki tue..
utk ko ak just nk pesan klu betol apew yg ko adew skarg neyh adalah kepunyaan, tanggungjawab dye ko tunjuk kn bukti yg dye btol2 kena tanggung bnda neyh..
klu ko dh test everything and menunjukkn yg tue adalah hak dye yessss ak lepaskn dye utk satu tggjwab yg besar utk diri ko and the new comers..
ko nursing and u shud know about this matter..
think twice klu nk bwat org mcm tue!!!!

he's mistake or my mistake..

always argue bout small thing.
sometymes happy but sometymes hate it.
fedup everything smua adew.
tpi mish gler ble alwys kena marah or gado bnda2 yg xptt di ckpkn..
dye always rse yg ak xptt jadi diri ak skrg tpi ak rse yg dye xske the way that i behave ryte now..
heheheh.
wan amirul aizat please understand bout my self..
now i mention ur name..
mish u and cant wait to meet up with u..
but for this 1weeks anything can happen kn dear!!
ermmm..
sory for all that happen to you this 3 weeks.
im glad to see u..
sometimes jerw yg fedup ngan u..
hhahahahhahahaha..
jgn mrh..
imyfdsm my dear..
u always said to me "smua org pena bwat salah, tpi skali kte dh bwat slah take advantage dgn apew kte da bwat silap"..
tol x???
heheheh. i akn cbe pew yg terbaek utk relation kte yg xtau apew2..
thanks and cant wait to see u..

hapy!!

now mybe dh almost 1month dh kwan ngan dye..
im happy with him.
really hapy..
cume sometimes adew gak argue about small thing.
mish him.
always count the day for next week..
hapy.cannt described the happiness yg dapat dari dye bg.
thanks to him..