i hate you.

we are over.xsgka yg you can blame me like dat.how could you.
i rather to be alone dri adew kawan smua2. sbb smua mmg xkn phm diri ak neyh mcm mnew.ak nih ssh sgt nk org phm.adew kte ak sombong xbrtempat larh,adew kte ak neyh gedik larh,sial, bodo, amus adew jerw kt diri ak. mama pown slalu ckp ak ssh kn dye. ak neyh anak malang kowt..smua org xske kt ak. berkwan pown xkemana. klu baru nk hapy adew jerw yg ggu ak, xbleh nk hapy ngan spew..yesssssssss!! ak hapy ngan diri ak skrg yg alone.senang nk bawak diri sbb dh xdew spew2 kisah.nih pown sys bising.baru pnjam lapy kjap pown dekut..tggu larhak beli yg lg besar baru tau.ak beli lappy yg lg besar dari badan ak.hemph klu ak beli t ko nk pnjam jgn harap larh.to datgurl thanks for the advise and ak maafkn ko dunia akhirat even ko bwat ak mcm tue. i mish him!!!

still cant let go

hati jadi xtentu arah bila dpt tau yg org yg kte syg dh adew yg baru yg bleh happy kn dye lg. mybe she is the best for him.. thats the lumrah if jodoh dh xdew when we having a relation wit someone.. xpew larh ak kena terima larh if that things happen to me.. salah ble kte ade harapan dlm diam neyh. bwatkn hati jadi lg teruk, sengsara kn diri jerw. tpi ak selesa dgn diri ak skrg. hati neyh saket larh ttbe.xtau knpe. knpe ak xbleh nk trima org laen sedangkn bnda tue kdg2 senang jerw nk fren ngan org2 laen. ak lgsg xbleh nk mcm dlu.. org laen happy jerw ak tgk tpi ak neyh mcm haram kejadah. knape ak xbleh jadi mcm org laen yg bleh move on jerw without pndg blkg dgn apew yg dh happen to us!! fuck all this. jelek dh dgn lelaki nyer pranagi.dh xnk dh adew prasaan mcm neyh lg. kdg2 trpikir gak hati ak pulak kerw dh trtutup???? hhahahahah.funny!! this is me.now i love to walk alone, mkn alone, shopping pown alone, best do it smua bnda alone. so im trying to change the best from the best!!!

hardest things to say.

always nk ckp that things tpi mmndgkn apew yg happen now dh selesa n xnk lost him again just shut up and let it be.i really want to say that but xkluar when cll him. im trying to having relation yg baru but smua xmnjadi.and im always compare that guy with him. ak jdi meluat dgn apw yg dorg bwat even sweet things pown.sometymes always ckp tue dat new guy "awk nih xsme mcm dye larh" thats the only words yg bwat kn smua xmnjadi.ak pown xtau knpe ak slalu sgt pkir bnda tue and ckp bnda tue dgn sape2 pown.so ak decide ak nk stay mcm neyh jerw. no need to move on.
i will stay like dis. ak hapy if tgk dye smiling.heh!! sweet jerw. when dye smiling something jadi stuck and stop for a while. awesome.. i mish him.