heshh dun noe nk write pew lg!!

dri last week lg mcm2 hal jadi xtau pehal ngan ak.
a lot of thing happen to me. feel sad dgn kematian one of my dad fren
cannot described the feeling from the day yg happen to him until the day yg mmbawa dye ke sana..
big2 problem also happen to me on the same day.
dgn dye & gf dye nyer hal, ngan ak yg rse mcm still xteratur xterurus dgn semester baru.
mcm2 hal berlaku xtau mcm mnew nk handle all dis sorg2.
sometymes we try to help others eventhough dye bwat hal ngan ak tpi org yg xmemahami kehendak ak mmg sukar nk trima dgn apew yg ak nk bwat or tolong dorg..
bkn xnk share spew yg bwat hal and make me become like dis.
cume xnk aib kn org.
only certain2 peps yg noe bout dis.
im trying to give the best for him and you.
hard to handle alone all dis matter.
nk share ngan org takowt org ckp yg ak neyh always dew probs, always nk story hal2 mcm neyh takowt adew sesetgh org yg xbleh trima bnda neyh.
for me hal yg ak dpt today sgt bg impak yg besar kt ak wlupown adew org xtau n nk ak always laugh with them..
hal xkn berlaku klu adew prsefahamn antara dua2 org tue..
its okayh im trying the best to settle all this.
and try to trima all the coming bad words from her!
hope dye lebih trbuka dari skarg sbb ak rase ko lg matang dari ak umur pown dh 22 years old.jgn nk slalu sgt maen kn hati org..
jgn nk ugut2 org dgn hal2 mcm mnew ko bwat kt lelaki tue..
utk ko ak just nk pesan klu betol apew yg ko adew skarg neyh adalah kepunyaan, tanggungjawab dye ko tunjuk kn bukti yg dye btol2 kena tanggung bnda neyh..
klu ko dh test everything and menunjukkn yg tue adalah hak dye yessss ak lepaskn dye utk satu tggjwab yg besar utk diri ko and the new comers..
ko nursing and u shud know about this matter..
think twice klu nk bwat org mcm tue!!!!

he's mistake or my mistake..

always argue bout small thing.
sometymes happy but sometymes hate it.
fedup everything smua adew.
tpi mish gler ble alwys kena marah or gado bnda2 yg xptt di ckpkn..
dye always rse yg ak xptt jadi diri ak skrg tpi ak rse yg dye xske the way that i behave ryte now..
heheheh.
wan amirul aizat please understand bout my self..
now i mention ur name..
mish u and cant wait to meet up with u..
but for this 1weeks anything can happen kn dear!!
ermmm..
sory for all that happen to you this 3 weeks.
im glad to see u..
sometimes jerw yg fedup ngan u..
hhahahahhahahaha..
jgn mrh..
imyfdsm my dear..
u always said to me "smua org pena bwat salah, tpi skali kte dh bwat slah take advantage dgn apew kte da bwat silap"..
tol x???
heheheh. i akn cbe pew yg terbaek utk relation kte yg xtau apew2..
thanks and cant wait to see u..

hapy!!

now mybe dh almost 1month dh kwan ngan dye..
im happy with him.
really hapy..
cume sometimes adew gak argue about small thing.
mish him.
always count the day for next week..
hapy.cannt described the happiness yg dapat dari dye bg.
thanks to him..

new guy!!

today story.
membawa kebahagian kt diri ak.
forget wat happen before dis.
start with new.
someone smile at me.
new guy with new things.
might be a good things to me..
his cute, rmbut dye bulat, chumel sgt, new student, kulit coklat2.
not too dark not too bright.
sederhana sahaja.
but watever it is he is still cute.
always smile at me bila dye nmpk ak.
hepl me to found out who is this guy!!!
NEW STUDENT OKAYH..
hapy gler..
lupakan yg lame yg smua bwat xtau ngan ak.
hampeh....
but still hapy..
arghhhhhh!!!!
nonsense kn.

funny+penyesalan+simpati!!

dis week,last monday, ak kena pegi class with public transpotation.
so im going to tren putra at jelatek and naek around 12.40 pm.
so ak smpi at taman bahagia around 1.10 pm somthing..
that is the most worst day that i have for the whole life.
something happen to me at jelatek station.im going to buy a tickets for taman bahagia station at kelana jaya.
so, at that tyme nobody around there except me.
so ak g counter and said "taman bahagia, please" so the penjaga counter click2 and give the tickets to me and i give the money.
ttbe mse pnjaga counter tue nk bg my balance money dye mcm pegang balance money tue kuat and cakap nk my phone numbers.
so i decide not to give to him.
im trying to pull that money sbb nk cpt.
then dye xbg juga my money.
then dye keep my money 5second somthing and tulis number cellphoe dye.
wat a ridiculous man..
stupid gler rse.
then dye ckap please call me and i said "i dunot have a crdt at that tyme."
ckap xdew crdt lg dye xbg my money.
then ak mcm talk loud to him baru dye bg blk.
ak ckp mcm neyh "tolong bg duit tue and i'll call u later or if u didn't do that ak akn shout kte dye trying to do something with me.
so spe2 yg naek tren kt jelatek be careful ar coz korg akn dpt number lelaki yg hebat neyh.hahahahhaha.
after naek tren then dh smpi kt my destination.
adew lg satu happen to me..
xtau nk ckp mcm mnew tpi mmg tol2 jadi.
adew one guy naek tren sme gak ngan ak(he said larh) smpi kt same destination ask me to join him naek teksi sme2 pergi kt our college.
so i decide okayh sbb kteorg satu college ak penah nmpk dye tpi dye ak xtau.
dye busy to change money and i wait around there.
so ak tnye "mne satu yg nk naek neyh?"
dye kte "mne2 larh yg depan kowt."
so ak pown naek larh teksi tue.
then i guest dye nk naek kt depan and so ak duduk larh blakang.
tiba2, bila ak close pintu sebelah kanan teksi yg ak naek tue,
teksi driver tue trus jalan tanpa tggu that guy yg ajak ak join him tdi.
kesian gler kt dat guy tertinggal kt situ.
pas tue cter kt member2 jadi bahan ar.
dh smpi pegi class tpi xprint note accounting management, kena halau lak.
she said "who are do not have my notes please leave my class now!"
so ak pown trus blah larh.
truk kn arie isnin tue..
xnk dh anything happen mcm tue lg..
SERAM!!!!!!

new day with new problem.

hate that guy yg always hidup dgn penipuan.
ak xsangka yg ko seorg lelaki yg ske sgt menipu ak seorg gurl yg bodo gler sbb prcye kn all words yg ko ckp kt ak.
wlupown ko dh pegi kat dat gurl xsemesti nya ko dh btol2 jadi seorg lelaki yg baek.
org mcm ko neyh mmg xpenah akn dpt hidop aman mcm org laen.
ak harap hidup ko xsempurna sesempurna nya org laen dgn kehidupan dorg..
syg mcm mnew pown ak kt diri ko selama neyh.
ak akn tetap doakn kebahagiaan ko dsbbkn si kecik yg xtau apew2 pasal kte.
smuga ko hidop dgn kebahagian yg ko adew.
tpi ak hrp apew yg ko bwat,apew yg ko tpu ak slame neyh akn adew balsan nyer satu hari yg akan dtg.
ko tolong larh brubah wahai lelaki.
ak akn sentiase doakn akan adew keindahn dan kebahagian dlm idup ko dan si kecik yg xtau apew..
dsbbkn si kecik tue larh ak rse kte ptt end kn our relation smpi sini jerw..
i will always remember you..
and i know u pown mcm tue cme kte xbleyh nk teruskn hubungan neyh lg sbb si kecik akn muncul dm idup you bila2 mse jerw..
i rse i ptt leave you ryte now to avoid me from heartbrooken again.
congrats to both of you.
so happy si kecik akn dtg idop u..
CONGRATULATION!!

LELAKI!

saket hati bila lelaki yg ske ayat baek nyer ngan perempuan because of something..
hate all words yg kluar dari mulut guys out there yg xikhlas nk befren ngan kte..why all dis happen to us as a women.
really hate all the stuff and words yg dorg ckp tpi xappreciated kte.
be gud with each other.always respect us as women..

xtau knape korg bwat mcm neyh ngan kte as a women.
eventhough adew our best fren pown still do it the same things to us.
kdg2 rse down ngan member yg always kena cheat ngan lelaki yg xgne.
dorg actually okayh cme mybe of somethg that they really want from us yg mmbwat kn dorg jadi mcm neyh.
kdg2 xphm knape jadi mcm neyh.
be nice with us.

hate all lelaki yg dew relation ngan ak.
also all myfren.
thanks to smua lelaki yg always bwat ktorg mcm terpinga2,trfkir2 asl korg bwat mcm neyh..