hati ak!!

hari aku makin lme mkin jadi huru hara dgn mcm2 masalah. busan nk lalui bnda neyh smua sndiri. ak rse kn hidup sorg2 yg lgsg xdew hala tujuan. prlu kerw ak pkir2 hal yg xptt dpkir. love kdg2 menyusahkn sbb mcm2 harus ak pkir utk jaga hati org. tpi kdg2 love bwat kita memahami setiap individu dgn sesuatu bnda yg baru. ak syukur dgn apew yg adew skrg. xperlu nk yg bagus, yg perfect, yg kaya, yg mcm2 larh dari smua aspect yg melambangkn kebagusan seseorg individu tue, ak syukur sgt dgn apew yg ak adew skrg. apew yg dh adew depan mata ak skrg pown dh terlalu ckup bagus untuk diri ak. kdg2 ak cube utk jadi yg sebaik mgkin utk dye tpi ntah larh ak pown harap yg dye akn trima ak dgn sebaik mgkin & ak harap sgt yg dye bleh trima tntg diri ak yg lalu. but if he refuse to accepted me yg dlu its okayh ak trima juga. diri ak hanya ak jerw yg pham. xperlu adew org laen utk memahami diri ak. sbb xpernah sekali pown adew org pham diri ak.mish him!!!

my day!!`

arie neyh xdew clas tpi dtg gak.busan dok umah. my day getting more much better. mybe ak dh bleh lpekn dye dlm jangka masa skrg. hapy ryte now because he always make my day full of happiness. hapy if ak always adew ngan dye. hahha.thanks for everything..

a gurl

try to understand how and why all dis happen to her as a gurl. dye xptt adew life mcm neyh.why she need to avoid all the problem by herself. why all dis suddenly come to her life when she is now happily with frens and someone. can't think about dis anymore.
try to kill my self.but xpernah nk mnjadi. hope tomorrow and hari2 slepas neyh mnjadi lebih bagus dari apew yg happen skrg..

qila dias...

he said im look ocean today.hahaha

qila yrososmi zoc gnitruh ouy niaga.. :(

sory my dear. i do love you, i do mish you but i still cannot accept lg dgn pew yg happen now. i dun want you to back off now sbb i need someone to guide me to forget all the things yg happen to me. but awk btol2 kena phm with my situation sy skrg.. sy dh ckup tension dgn smua2 yg happen now. yess i shud not bother them again sbb sy sendiri akn saket blk.. sory to say sy dh paksa diri sy untuk lpekan dye tyme we together but still xbleh. he still on my mind. dlm diri sy dye masih adew lg. sy tau mmg saket hati yg teramat sgt when we like someone n kejar2 kn apew yg kte nk tpi xdpt. yeaa!! sy rse bnda tue skrg. sy xtau kenapa sy xbleh nk lupakn dye.. sy rindu kt dye awk. its hurt.. sy xnk lost awk. one day sy sendiri akn whisper kt ears awk yg i really love you.. sometymes sy pikir yg awk bkn untuk sy sbb awk trlampau baek.. sy neyh xptt bwat awk mcm neyh. sy jahat sgt sbb lgsg xphm awk nyer feeling.. yess i noe yg awk ske sy tpi sy hope awk phm with my situation skrg.. sy dh lgsg xtau nk bwat apew dh. "AA" really mish you.

people..

sometimes i wonder how it's gonna feel will my true love be true and real? will i be ready when my heart starts to fall again? my answer is : 'NO'

hari yg baru, org yg baru, kwan yg hapy, dye yg cute

hahahah.today rase hapy sbb dpt g college jmpe ngan frens smua.hehe.arie neyh dye cute wlupown nmpk mcm xkeruan.hahaha.hapy bila nmpk kwan adew dpan mata smua. but suddenly prasaan yg baru dtg dlm diri ak. tpi ak xdpt nk trima bnda neyh lg sbb dye still lg adew dlm diri ak.haha.mish him.tpi new guy neyh baek, kind, cute. tpi takot nk ckp bout dis feeling sbb nyer takot hurt lg. klu bleh jauh2 kn larh adew feeling mcm neyh ngan org laen. ak takot nk trima sbb xnk lukakn hati lelaki lg. also xnk hurt my self lg. tgk larh skrg relation ak ngan dye dh xmcm dlu. klu bleh ak xnk ak akn jadi ngan new guy neyh sme mcm ak ngan yg laen. rndu kt kwan2 smua.tpi gulfie ak xdtg dmm kata nyer.tpi xpe best fren smua adew tdi.
hehehe.hapy larh wlupown kt kpala still serabut ngan mcm2 hal. rndu n syg kt dye still adew lg. tpi harusla ak igt yg dye bukan utk ak.
love u lots --->"AA"