Monday, October 11, 2010

5.30 am

trjaga nk g toilet ttbe trbace one of my msg sbb before sleep dew texting with someone then ttdo bgun pagi trjaga adew text dri my fren tue..
ak lgsg xbleh tdow after bace that msg.suddenly sume yg ak bwat with someone smua terpikir blk. knpe ak jdi smpi mcm neyh hgga kn ak lpe diri ak yg sbnar spew sblm neyh. ak xperlukn kwan yg ramai sbb ak neyh xsedia lg nk brkwn ngn org mcm dorg smua.ak xptt adew hati kt dye.sbb ak dh tau yg dye hak org laen. wlupown dye always advice ak jgn bwat mcm neyh jgn bwat mcm tue tpi he is still not mine, and i shud set on my mind yg ak xkn penah dpt dgn apew yg ak nk. yess now it happen again. ak cbe jadi yg lebih bgus dri sblm neyh utk brkwan ngan org laen tpi still same. knape yea bnda neyh happen again. yess ak yg lebih2, ak xptt adew prasaan mcm neyh ngan dye. i shud forget him for the rest of my life.ak kena lpe kn dye wlupown ak syg kn dye lebih dari seorg kwan.. i shud stop saying dat i love him. he also shud stop saying dat he love me if he never meant it. sy akn syg awk smpi sy mati. thanks for everythng.. i am so speechless dgn apew yg i dpt pg neyh n lgsg xbleh pkir apew2. ak kena jadi ak yg dlu. kena set kt mind gak yg dye lgsg xbagi harapan pape kt ak. come on larh joasnida. forget everything. lpe kn smua wlupown it takes time. stopfrom loving him utk semntara neyh.. jauh kn diri dari dri dye sementara neyh. ak ble brkwan ngn someone xpenah nyer nk jadi baek ble pghujung. before dis pown same gak.kwan bagi nk rak tpi last2 apew pown xdew. ak ikhlas niat nk brkwan tpi sometymes org xphm ak kowt. ak neyh lebih2 sgt kowt.. now i cannot sleep because of dis matter. always thinking bout him.. always my dear.alwaysss...
nk bwat apew pown xjadi ble always pkir kn hal kte.
ak rse bnda neyh rosakkn lg friendship kte brdua. if before dis ak xdew prasaan mcm neyh kn bgus. kwan jerw mcm biasa
just nk ckp awk sy btol2 syg awk, n akn sentiasa syg awk. thanks.
awk nk ckp apew awk ckp larh. jnji sy tau apew sbenaar nyer yg brlaku.
just bleh doakn yg terbaek utk awk ngan dye. loveyoumore my dear!!

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