Friday, October 22, 2010

ak yg bingung.

knape ak jadi mcm neyh sendangkn dye xdew pape pown.
yess i noe adew org kate yg ak neyh terlmapau ikowtkn prasaan sndri n trlampau lebih2 dgn harapan yg xpernah akn adew. yess i noe i need to go through all dis alone, i shud not be like dis, yess i noe all dis is nonsense, smua org anggap ak neyh terhegeh2 kt dye sdangkn dye bwat xtau jerw ngna ak, knape???knapew??? knape??? adew org ckp dye xpenah bg harapan kt ak. so slame neyh ak jerw yg bodo ikowtkn sgt prasaan hati ak yg ngada2 neyh. dye xrse kerw apew yg ak rsekn skrg??
knape dye yg dtg dlm life ak skrg neyh dgn keadaan yg mcm neyh??
knpe dye xdtg dlm hidop ak sbgai seorg kwan yg btol2 ikhlas nk brkwan ngan ak.
ak pown xpernah mntx nk jadi mcm neyh tpi bila dh jadi nyesal xsudah.
dye baek smua adew kt dye.
ak cbe utk lpekn smua yg dh brlaku, bleh mmg bleh tpi hati berat utk lpekn dye.xtau knpe. always dye jerw dlm kpale ble ak alone. dh biasa bgun dari tdow msti nk col. mybe bnda tue ak kena kurangkn ckit.
i need fren yg nk dgr ak nyer feeling tpi smua nyermcm xinterested nk dgr.
dlu ak adew dye yg always advice ak mcm2 hal but now i already lost my fren yg bleh help me. i really need him ryte now. xdew spew nk tlong ak untuk bwak ak jmpe dye brdua n cerita smua nyer. wlupown terlka xpew jnji ak puas.
i alreadt lost my fren & already heart broken.
thanks and sory for everything dear.
love u lot!!

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